Are you a control freak?
I often find myself feeling like my life is spiralling out of control. This leads me to wonder, how much of a control freak I am.
I think that is one of the things that is bothering me so much about work at the moment, that I feel I am losing control of what is going on a round me, with so much being dictated to me.
I like to know what is happening and when. I hate surprises that I might anticipate. So, for example, when I know my birthday is coming up, I might feel anxious about what might happen on that day. Perhaps this is because I don’t have control of what is happening to me or around me.
I can’t say for sure if I have always felt this way, but I do know that I am now far more aware of it that I have ever been. I would quite like to chance.